Love

So it is no secret that I am dating someone who I truly am in high likes with from the bottom of my heart. Now this guy I have known for a while and we have dated on and off. We both realized what we was doing to hurt each other and have also grown up in many ways. I have been spending some time with him. I must say that every time I do see him it is like a breath of fresh air. Now a few of my friends know the history behind us and wants me to take things extra slow and not expect anything to become of this. But you know when you get the feeling somewhere in your body that everything is going to work for the better? Well that is the feeling I have been having.

Now anyone that knows me, knows that yes I am a bitch most of the time but deep down inside that I am a sucker for love. When I love I love big and hard. I'm not trying to put a date on a wedding or anything for that matter. But I do believe that he is and always has been the perfect one for me. The question that lies unanswered for me is am I the perfect person for him? I may never know the answer to that question. And I'm ok with that for now. I do know one things is for sure I don't mind taken this ride with him. I figure that it is best to open your heart and true love will eventually find it's way in right? I'm big on taken chances but not normally when it comes to my feelings. I have been hurt one too many times and not with just guys even with my family. So I had to learn to close my feeling off to people and shut down. I built this wall that is so high it is hard even for me to brake it down. However little by little some of the bricks are falling down due extreme weather changes within my self.

I had to learn to love my self before anyone else could love me. And I can't say I'm 100% in love with my self yet but I am enjoying the time spent getting to love me. I would like to say I was lost and needed direction. But that will be a lie. I was never lost I was just taken off of God's path for a little minute but I'm finding my way back to him, and I think in the mist of it all God is allowing me to see things more clearly when it comes to love and relationships. After all it did take him 6 days to create earth right? So how can I expect to be 100% in love with my self if I'm still a work in progress?

These Are A Few Of My favorite Things

These are just a few of my favorite things I would like this year! Hint Hint too all the boyfriends and friends out there! This is the season for giving! (yes I do have a bible but I want a purple one)

Happy Thanksgiving

So Happy Turkey day people! I had a blast with the family and only ate one plate and did not take any leftovers! (Y'all should be happy for me). We also celebrated my uncle Vincent's birthday! As normal on thanksgiving I was in the living room with the uncle's laughing at the conversations that they were having. And of course every five minutes you will hear my uncle Vincent say Johnny Mac to one of the other uncle's. This year I'm not sure how they came upon the topic of Beyonce and her body! But all I know is my Uncle Linoel was talking about how good her body is. At this point I am more than uncomfortable with this conversation and even more so of how the hell do they know who Beyonce is? My uncles do not even know how to send text messages or even send them. But yet they now about Jay-Z and Beyonce! And in the mist of the conversations there was food and laughs and time spent with my family that was much needed. This year I finally realized the true meaning of thanksgiving! I believe that you should not be thankful one day out of the year. You need to be thankful everyday that the good Lord blesses you with another day of living. Each day is a gift from God and we should never take that for granted. So with that being said here are a few things I am thankful for:

My family and how i am becoming more closer to them (Even though sometimes i still feel like the outcast)

My great friends that I will not trade for the world. Even though sometimes they do I don't like but I guess you got to take the good with the bad!

My Job.

My god kids and all the new babies in my life!

Thankful for me beginning to find my place in this great thing called life.

(I know it is late to be writing about thanksgiving but I have been busy people)

Family Got To Love Em

When I was younger I never wanted to stay in the living room with the adults whenever there was a function because I found there conversations to be very boring. Now that has all changed I can't wait to sit in the living and laugh at all my uncle's and aunt's talk pure foolishness! You have my uncle Vincent who calls all his brother's Johnny Mack and repeats himself a lot! Don't ask me where he gets it from but I have nobody named Johnny in my family. My uncle Lionel is the clean cut one who looks like a model. Then there is my uncle Riccardo who is cool and often funny in his random ways. My uncle Edmond is the uncle that gives jokes and is very much in love with his wife(not that any of my other uncle's are not in love with there significant others). Then there is my daddy Clement who is laid back and you will often find him in the corner. There is my uncle Walter may he Rest in Peace who was my favorite uncle and the cool uncle. My aunt Julie who the uncle's call "sister" is too funny at times tonight I told her I like her fur jacket she told me it is NOT a jacket it is a coat. I then ask her what is the difference and how could you tell. Her answer was because I said so. Now in my family whenever "sister" speaks or puts her foot down to the uncle's that's it! Sometimes I often think they need if we move my whole family into one big house and put us on a reality show what will happen? I'm sure there will be more laughs than fights after I do come from a family where when they was in the islands as kids they would play with rocks!

Don't You Just Hate it When?

I hate it when people are on there phone talking real loud for everyone else to hear there conversation! And most of the time it is not even worth hearing!

I hate it when people call my phone private or unknown! (Tysheena sorry had to put you on blast)

I hate it when people come on the train and put on a performance. This is not armature night at the Apollo!

I hate it when males wear skinny jeans and try to kick game to another female! I'm not sure I wanna talk to you when your jeans are tighter than mines?

I hate it when I say thank you to people and they don't say your welcome! It is just not classy!

I hate it when I hold the door open for someone and they can't say thank you! It's just not cool.

I hate it when people are not on time for anything! I don't run on CP time and neither should you!

I just had to go off on a little rant! I can still go on and on for days but I won't.

Tell me what are some things you hate!

Love Thy Neighbor

So for the past few days it may even be weeks who knows. I have not heard anything from my neighbor Nicki. I normally hear from her on her blog or a BBM update or something of that matter. So we both work overnights she is the night nurse and I am the night operator with an attitude. I BBM her to make sure she was still alive and well. And even though our BBM chat was brief it meant a lot to me. I learned that sometimes you have to step out of your comfort zone in order to be happy. I'm very happy that DC is treating her well (after all she is a great woman with a kind hearted spirit and deserves nothing but the best) . You can learn a lot from your neighbors if you talk to them. Lucky for me most of my neighbors I grew up with. The bond me and Nicki has CAN NOT BE BROKEN I REPEAT CAN NOT BE BROKEN(trust one person has tried and she failed). What I am trying to say is Love Thy Neighbor because you never know it can turn into a life long friend as Nicki is to me.

Cleaning =Dancing

So this past Saturday I was cleaning up my house. While I had a lot of cleaning to do because my aunt is come to stay with us for a while and my daddy got some new things to put around the house. Well he left for Canada on Saturday morning and so I was stuck alone cleaning. Saturday morning came around and when I got home from work I got to cleaning. There was just one problem! While it took me a very long while to get into a groove of cleaning because I was tired from working an overnight job. Once the the good music started playing on Pandora and sleeping was no longer an issue for me. The only issue that there was now was of me dancing instead of cleaning. In my defense there was good tunes playing on Pandora. There was Beres (who I love), Buju, Beenie, Lady Saw, Sean Paul, T.O.K, and many more. At least I got a good work-out inn. However I don't think it is wise for me to listen to dancehall music while I am cleaning. I remember this one time when I was younger I had my music blasting while no one was home and I was in the bathroom dancing in front of the mirror and my father walk inn on me dancing some hard core reggae and soca lets just say he know where I get my dance moves from! And yes I can dance people!

Rosie's Holiday Cards

Wanna give a personal card to go with that personal holiday gift this year?

Want your own handmade card?

Wanna make that special person feel special?

Wanna give your boss a special holiday card and make them feel like you really care for them?

Well if you answered yes to all these questions You (YES I'M TALKING TO YOU) need to get Rosie's holiday cards!

Most of the Cards shown are 4.5x5.5 inch $2 except for the "Let it Snow" that one is $3 its 5x7 these are just some of the designs she can do they're all hand stamped, colored, painted, glitter etc...envelopes included...Design colors and ribbons may vary.

IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO GET IN CONTACT WITH ROSIE FOR MORE INFORMATION OR EVEN TO SEE MORE DESIGNS PLEASE FEEL FREE TO EMAIL HER AT LOONEYPOOH@GMAIL.COM

TI'S THE SEASON TO BE CARD GIVING PEOPLE!