Ok, Ok, it is no surprise that I am going through a change in life. After all change is good right? Well I am in the process of weeding out the bad apples in my life. I have come to realize that I dont want to fight for friendship or relationships that are no longer worth fighting for. I feel that it is so much more easier for me to let go than to hold on. Some people were ment to come into your life for a season and some was ment to be there for a life time. I think where I went wrong was mixing seasonal people with life time epectations! And they was falling short everytime. I like to think of myself as a good friend (hell as a GREAT FRIEND). I like to be there for my friends for the good and the bad. I think I know the true value of friendship. I guess it comes from having few friends that have been there for me and have not let me down. However I do understand that you don't have to talk to your friends everyday or even one a week. But you know when you have not seen a friend for a while and want to hang out with them and then they just flake out on you EVERY TIME? That speaks volume in my book! I mean yes there are times where friends fight but we learn from that and move on. I remember this one time me and my best friends of 15 years got into a fight and we did not talk for almost a whole year it seemed. But I learned from my mistake and have not made it since. I believe that if you truly value friendship and you are doing something to hurt the other person and you keep doing that same thing over and over again YOU DONT VALUE THAT FRIEND VERY MUCH NOW DO YOU? Can I say i'm truly bless to have friends of all types? I THINK SO! I have quite friends, loud ones, ghetto ones (and yall know who you are), and I even have stuck up friends. BUT most of them are there and truly know me and my heart. I'm just at a peak in my life where I am finally seeing who I truly am as a woman and where and what I out of life. And BAD COMPANY IS NOT ONE OF THEM ANYMORE!!!
